EVIL CLOWN THOUGHTS

I'm writing this far past my bed time because uhhhhhhhhhh. I can.
I had an evil animation project of doom and despair this week so I actually satyed inside for like two days straight it was actually crazy, but on the plus side I'm basically done with the class and I have now learned my lesson that when you are given a lot of time to do an assignment it is typically because it takes a long time....
It's not all bad this week though, my mom and younger brother flew in from Texas because he's on break! They're here for ten days which will be fun, and some friends and I all got together to watch the third Harry Potter movie which...was pretty good actually? I don't know, I haven't seen any of the Harry Potter movies and I only read the first five books when I was like...nine. But it was fun mostly because I hadn;t seen anyone besides my roommate in like 48 hours. It was pretty funny though I was trying not to drop JK Rowling hate at every moment.
Uhm yeah I don't have much else to say.

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We're back. Not all too much has happened since I last wrote. I've been really busy with school, but my animation class only goes for half of the semester which means I only have like two more weeks til it's over. Our class for today was canceled too, so I only have like three lectures left, and that should give me more tim eto do other things like update the site.
I went ANOTHER convention, this one was close to me so no airports, and I went with my brother and boyfriend. It was really fun. I cosplayed as Hilda from Pokemon on the first day and actually met a pair cosplaying as ALSO Hilda and N too which was pretty cool. Then on the second day I was Two Face again, although I made some edits to my cosplay and I think it ended up looking a lot better.
OH also I've been getting really into Transformers (new hyperfixation ahh) and I'd been trying to get my hands on the Starscream 40th movie anniversary toy and I went to like three different Targets looking for it and the last one I went to I was there with my brother and the employee was like "oh it says we have one in stock so it's somewhere, maybe someone just returned it go ask guest services" so we go to ask guest services and brother stops me and we look in front of us and the guy in the back of the self checkout line has Starscream....truly tragic. BUT THEN an hour later I looked online and they HAD HIM STOCK AT THE TARGET RIGHT WHERE I LIVE!!!! But i was driving us to the con so I had to hand my phone to my brother and have him order it while I fed him my personal info as I drove into terrible terrible traffic. Pretty fun.
But anyways so after the con we had to stop by Target to get my Starscream which led to this amazing picture.
So yeah pretty cool.
That was like two weeks ago now I think??? something like that I don't know. But yeah. I've been kind of down lately but I think it's just cuz I'm so busy with school I haven't had much time to do anything that I want to do. Or maybe it's just because it's been kind of rainy and cloudy out lately. Who knows, but that's all I have to share.
Until next time!

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I feel like every time I write here I'm like "wow it's been so long!" and it has. I want to get into the habit of writing down my thoughts more often but I just get so busy sigh...
Anyways, I've been at college for a couple MONTHS now which is pretty crazy. As of writing this I'm in my third week of fall semester. It's been pretty fun, I'm taking an animation class now and it's actually very stressful because every other day my professor is just talking about how only 30 people get accepted into the program every year so that's...fun. I don't see my friends from summer that much anymore which is kind of sad, I miss them they were my goats!!! My new roommate is pretty chill, she's taking a lot of credits and has a job so I don't see her super often is all. She also has a wild sleep schedule. I swear on my life she does that thing where you sleep 4 hours twice a day instead of 8 hours at night because she's always sleeping when I come home for lunch and then at night she goes to sleep after me and wakes up before me.
My boyfriend is also up here now, which is fun. He lives off-campus so I think he's having trouble making friends which I'm little worried about...and he just hangs out with me all the time which I obviously don't mind but I feel like me being there makes it harder to talk to new people. I don't know. Still, I'm glad he's here, back home he lived like an hour from me so I only got to see him on weekends, and now he's like a 10 minute walk which is pretty crazy.
Oh! Also last weekend I got to go to Fanexpo Dallas which was super fun! It was lowk an arm and a leg to go because I had to pay to fly out there, but I got to stay with some friends and go with them. I had a Two Face cosplay and I didn't feel like wearing a wig because I really hate wigs, so I hairsprayed my hair half black half white and I left it down, and I got asked SO MANY times if I was Absolute Two Face. Which is fine but I wasn't expecting it. My friendgroup was giving fortnite lobby, we had Two Face, Leon Kennedy, Vox, Frodo, Link, John Jones, Rashōmon, and Wiggly. I'm going to be honest I still have no idea who Wiggly is but it's okay because the costume cooked.
I think that's all I have to say for now! I'm going to try and be more consistant writing here AND updating the site. I want to get back into it.

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What is up you tube tube tube tube!!!! I haven't written a blog post in a minute, but lots has happened since my last one!
Notably, I graduated hhigh school (yay!!!) and have bgun college (left immediately for summer term) I've been here for about a week and I actually really like it!! I was really scared because I've had the same friends since 5th grade and I'm attending a private religous school (which isn't bad, but one would assume the culture is much different than my entirely queer and chronically online friend group back home), but I've actually made a lot of friends within thsi first week! Including a girl who also wants to go into animation, and she's cool.
My roommate is also super chill, which is great because I was worried about rooming with a stranger. Thankfully she doesn't like to be out all night, so we're both back in our dorm by 11pm and don't have to worry about waking the other up in the middle of the night when we walk into our microscopic dorm room.
In non-irl related news, I've really just been preparing for artfight!!! I'm having a lot of fun with the prep work this year and I'm hoping I'll be able to do a lot of attacks? I have sooooooo many bookmarks, and I probably won't get to them all because I have class during the day, but one can dream.
Anyways, that's all for now, peace out!!!!!!!

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Hello hello its been a minute. Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream has absolutely WRECKED my productivity...I'm already up to like 50 miis and the limit is 70 I'm so cooked.
In the real world though things are going to be pretty craaazzyyy this weekend. Tonight we're throwing a party for all the voice actors that helped us with Mount Crater, since they're just volunteers we wanted to do something cool for them. We're giving them posters and were going to eat Sally shaped cookies. Or they're going to eat them...I don't like cookies. Then on Saturday I have prom!!! Which I'm very excited for even though I keep having nightmares that both of my parents come to the before party and start arguing while they're there and then one of them comes with me to prom because they want to get away. Tbh it's a weird dream but I've had it like three times this week.
Despite that though, I'm still very excited! I'm going to be absolutely slumped on Sunday and I'm scared that they girl that's supposed to be conducting the music is going to bail and I'll end up having to do it still. I mean church is in the afternoon and it's not hard but I still see myself falling asleep which is bad because I sit up at the pulpit where everyone can see me and I already did enough of that when I was in Brazil. Everyone in that ward knew me as the snoozer.
Anyways maybe I'll write on Sunday about my crazy weekend...maybe not...we'll see...

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I just took a test in class and have been informed that I skip school too often and apprently I have saturday school now?????? No idea what that's about. I'm gonna scrounge around because I bet I probably just haven't been turning in doctors notes from when I miss school... AND its literally for orchestra I'm not even missing out on crucial learning why are we forcing me to make up seat time I'm crine.
However, more important is that TOMODACHI LIFE LIVING THE DREAM IS OUT!!!!!! But I'm literally in school and made a pact with my friends to not play it until after so I'm STUCK in this DUNGEON of education...absolutely tomodachi lifeless.....truly tragic. But I'm very excited to add all my friends and OCs to my island once I get home. >:-)

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I've lowkey had a pretty chill day. My 2003 tmnt DVDs came in the mail, so I'm surrently watching those...I'm thinking I'm going to commit to watching all 7 seasons this time even though the last two are bad...I legit don't remember anything about them though so I feel like a fake fan not knowing.
Other than that I had to reteach myself like everything I've ever learned in my economics class because I have a test tomorrow...I don't have faith in how that will go, but we'll see. I spent like three hours studying and I'll probably do some more tomorrow before class...
Ok I don't really have anything else to say...so goodbye...

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Spring break is sadly over and I am back in school. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. It's okay though
It's been pretty light, my mom is out of town again though which means I'm literally doing nothing all day like a bum chud. Though I guess I just feel like I'm not doing anything because in reality I've been cleaning pretty much every day after school. Because my dad and brothers are bums who leave dishes everywhere >:(
In other news I've been wildly locked in on my OCs!!! I dunno I've just been very brainrotted about Marcelo specifically today. He's such a little guy. I spent most of my art and animation classes today just yapping about him to my friends instead of actually doing my work. It was very fun and I want to make more animations with him but everything I want to do is really ambitious and I know I'll lose motivation before I finish it and then I'll just have more sad unfinished projects. So I probably won't be doing any of that.

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Well it's offically spring break...hopefully I'll be able to get some good animation work done while I'm not in school, but we'll see how that ends up going
I just got home from church though, and I'm the chorister except my church doesn't have choir so the entire congregation sings together and I just "lead" everyone (no one actually follows my conducting). But its funny becuase all the old ladies come up to me after the meeting and are all like "wow you're so great at that, I'm so glad you love music". It's highkey lit. All the grandmas think I'm so cool and I think there is no higher reward in life. But yeah I lowkey fumble our last song today because everything was in 3 except for our last one which was in 4 and of course I got up there and started conducting in 3 gulp. Not the best moment of my life but lowkey I've had worse. Like that time I had to conduct in 6/8...lowkey conducting in 6 in general is a pain in the butt. I know how to do it now but the first time I had to do it was so bad.
Anyways, I'm probably going to spend the rest of the day doing nothing...might try drawing and I think imma watch Mary Poppins because that's peak cinema right there, but I guess it depends on whether my brother will fight me on that or not. Gulp.

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Finally got this page up and running. I was making the background during class today and this girl kept asking me what it was for and I didn't want to say my website because then she would ask to see it and I'm usually cringe and free but she is a yapper and I didn't want her to put me on blast to the whole class lol. Other than that my day has been chill, my boyfriend and I got into a heated (not actually) debate (civil series of emails) about the Joker and whether he should have an explicit backstory or not. I think he's more interesting without one but we kind of ended up agreeing that Joker having a backstory only works if Batman is the only one who knows that he dropped him into that vat of acid and he's not sympathetic whatsoever. Cool. I also have to go pick up my mom from the airport tonight which is not fun because I do NOT want to make that drive but whatever...(she flies in at peak traffic and I have to take the busiest highway to get to the airport). That's lowkey all from me today though. Good night gotham city.

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